I’ve been positively alone and ignored the past few weeks and feeling quite forgotten, so my love went out and bought me a curio cabinet and promised to take me antiquing this weekend to find the first piece of treasure for it and spoil me with dinner and then off to the little clearing in the woods where he proposed so I can pick the wildflowers to press and save forever, so all is forgiven.
Find me a tomb where the wildflowers grow
Bury me shallow so that I might know
That I finally became something beautiful.
Little Mouse Drops The Crumbs
Feeling really peaceful today! Sometimes you just gotta mourn those phantom losses and let go. I feel new. Reset. Ready. Started taking magnesium again, picking out a good book. Filling myself with the kind words from you beautiful lads and lasses. Thanks for staying rad and caring.
My older sister was (and still is) “the pretty one” and “the thin one” and had to be the center of attention by being loud and she was horrible to me growing up she boosted her own low self esteem by making fun of me and not including me around her friends and really isolated me and made me feel ugly and they would call me names and I was too shy to say anything back and to this day she doesn’t know I would clean my fishbowl with her toothbrush… O.O
"I love you." - I really do, you’re incredible, please never leave.
"I hate you." - I love you so much and it scares the hell out of me.
"FUCK you." - I hate you.